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Rebecca Searles's avatar

Finally had a chance to read this through - I am just so sorry this happened!!! And so impressed that through it all you are maintaining your positive glow. Cheers to you. And fuck that guy.

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Ariel Ayers's avatar

Some recent events have made me reflect both on this post and what you said during our class visit with Sonora... I haven't been able to write all summer due to a combination of stressors (unemployment, grief, ADD, etc.), but I got a job offer ON THE EQUINOX and am starting an Editing Certificate program at University of Washington Monday. Suddenly, I can write! And immediately, I went, "wow, I'm going to be so busy this year, and I frittered away all my time FREE of a job being anxiety-riddled, obsessively pessimistic, and drowned in self-loathing... damn, this is what Rafael is talking about!" So now I am making efforts towards lasting, internally-motivated happiness. I guess that's easier to do with the promise of financial stability and NOT having to move back home to Boise, Idaho. Still. My glasses have a slightly blue tint... I'm definitely keeping them, because my favorite color is blue, but I will start thinking with a pinker tint. Including guardrails. – Ariel

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